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RTÉ Late Late Show

Jason McAteer: "Depression takes a hold of you and you think it's the norm"

The former Irish football player spoke about his battle with depression after his retirement from professional football.

A RETIRED SOCCER player spoke about his battle with depression and how he recovered from it on last night’s Late Late Show.

Speaking to host Ryan Tubridy, Jason McAteer, who’s a former player for the Republic of Ireland and Liverpool football club, said he had been battling with retirement from football before he thought about ending it all.

“It’s literally, like a light switch the day you finish – you go home, and there’s nothing there you’re not going in the next day, your friends are not there, there’s no [club] doctor – and it’s very very difficult. I suffered a bad bout of depression.

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“Depression takes a hold of you and, you don’t realise you’re in this world – you think it’s the norm but you do things out of character that your close friends or your family would see.”

I got to a point where I was a real mess – I remember I was driving through the Mersey Tunnel to go see Harry, pick him up from school, and I just thought I could just end all this now. I could just throw in this car now and absolutely quit on everything.

“And Harry’s coming into my head and I worried how he was going to take it and whether an oncoming car, who was going to be in it, was it going to be a mum, was it going to be kids, what was I going to do, what was the impact of that…

…and before I knew it I was at the end of the tunnel.

“And I remember going back to my mum’s at night and having a bit of a breakdown – lots of tears, lots of emotion came out.”

Jason’s mother then recommended he go see a friend of her’s who was a counsellor.

In his advice to others, he said that those with depression have “got to admit that or it’s not going to work”.

Tubridy commended the footballer for opening up about his battle on a public stage, which was met with applause from the chat show’s audience.

If you need to talk, contact:

  • Samaritans 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.org
  • National Suicide Helpline 1800 247 247 – (suicide prevention, self-harm, bereavement)
  • Aware 1800 80 48 48 (depression, anxiety)
  • Pieta House 01 601 0000 or email mary@pieta.ie – (suicide, self-harm)
  • Teen-Line Ireland 1800 833 634 (for ages 13 to 19)
  • Childline 1800 66 66 66 (for under 18s)

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    Mute FacelessJuniorDoctor
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 7:27 AM

    Thank you Deirdre! And agree with everything you’ve said

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    Mute Karllye kripton
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 7:27 AM

    Just want to say , THANK YOU for your return to help us ALL in the long run .

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    Mute Alan Campbell
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 8:11 AM

    Totally agree, combined with the increase in hand washing it would definitely help. I’d go as far as to suggest that it becomes mandatory in all places of work and public places. I work as a garda and our police force should be setting an example with mandatory wearing of ppe while on duty. Every bit helps. Stay safe

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    Mute Arch Angel
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:52 PM

    @Alan Campbell: Isn’t it a little unsettling how so many people end a sentence with the words “stay safe” these days. I agree with you, I think we as a society should adapt to wearing masks right now and especially those who deal with the public, emergency services, healthcare workers, shop assistants etc. As the author said, there’s ample evidence from societies who do wear masks that indicates significantly less of their healthcare workers become infected. This is something worth paying attention to.
    I can’t help but get the impression that the decision not to have healthcare workers wear masks here was a political rather than medical one. There simply wasn’t enough masks available for the tens of thousands of healthcare staff, bearing in mind they’d have to be changed at least every half hour. I’m sure someone said they didn’t want to scare people by seeing health staff wearing masks, although this is nonsense, it’s a common sight in any hospital to see medical staff in scrubs, gowns and masks.
    It’s been reported from other countries in Europe who bought PPE and test kits from China they had to reject them as they were substandard. On tonights RTÉ news we were told the PPE we bought recently from China may be different from what we’re used to, it’ll work, but be “different”. Draw your own conclusions.

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    Mute Gwen Murphy
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 10:13 AM

    I am also a nurse on the frontline. I have accepted that I am inevitably going to get covid19 at some point. We are being told that we are not allowed to wear a mask, let alone PPE for suspected contact cases unless they have symptoms. It IS virtually impossible to maintain social distancing from patients when you have to personally assist and examine them. Many patients ARE contacting Covid 19 within the hospital setting. I firmly believe that healthcare workers are a link in the spread of this virus, to no fault of our own. Our hands are red raw and broken from washing. PPE and masks are being locked away and there is almost an inquisition into why we request it. Why ask our community to sacrifice so much in their lives when we as healthcare workers cannot protect them!

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    Mute Dean
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 2:21 PM

    @Gwen Murphy:
    No wonder 25% of cases to date are actually healthcare workers, as reported yesterday. You’re not even given protective equipment.

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    Mute Pharmy
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 8:32 AM

    Dr Holohan also said that only 20% of healthcare workers with the virus picked it up in work, the remainder (80%) are as a result of travel or in the community. That brings the overall tally to less than 5% in real terms. It is expected that the proportion of healthcare workers infected will fall overall as the travel ban and social distancing measures kick in.
    Fair play for coming back and don’t worry, very few of those returning are being placed on isolation wards, there are still plenty of other sick people that need your care.

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    Mute G Row
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 8:59 AM

    @Pharmy: Ah well, as long as you are happy with those statistics that’s what counts.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:20 AM

    @Pharmy: Healthcare workers on isolation wards will often use the same facilities as others, same canteen, elevators and other facilities within the hospital, labs etc. They can’t teleport in and out of their work area.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:40 AM

    @Pharmy: I am also a nurse on the frontline. I have accepted that I am inevitably going to get covid19 at some point. We are being told that we are not allowed to wear a mask, let alone PPE for suspected contact cases unless they have symptoms. It IS virtually impossible to maintain social distancing from patients when you have to personally assist and examine them. Many patients ARE contacting Covid 19 within the hospital setting. I firmly believe that healthcare workers are a link in the spread of this virus, to no fault of our own. Our hands are red raw and broken from washing. PPE and masks are being locked away and there is almost an inquisition into why we request it. Why ask our community to sacrifice so much in their lives when we as healthcare workers cannot protect them!

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:51 AM

    @Gwen Murphy: Ah but that speech.
    On your side by the way, this is what happens when management who won’t be near the front line get to make the decisions for those who are.
    But that speech.

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    Mute Logan Shepherd
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 10:15 AM

    @Gwen Murphy: My partner is a hca in a nursing home and tells the same story in relation to ppe.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:13 PM

    I work in an acute hospital, I am familiar with the current situation. All those that need PPE, have it. All those who want it, do not. It’s an important distinction.
    Most of our PPE is locked away and distributed on an as needed basis because of wide scale theft of this vital equipment from the hospital.
    Given the huge number of workers in our hospitals and their increased risk of contracting the virus through increased exposure, keeping our number at less than 5% of the national total would be OK.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:19 AM

    My wife has been taken out of theater and placed in a ward, she went to the ward yesterday and discovered no nurses are wearing masks or are they being given out on the ward. When she rang occupational health and she was informed that it is up to hospital management to decide on these precautions. This is wrong, if nurses are putting there health, and that of there families, at risk they should be afforded all protection. HSE must give all hospitals clear guidance on health staff protection. All patients must be assumed to be contaminated and appropriate precautions taken and enforced for health workers safety. If we fail in this we are doing these people a massive disservice.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:01 PM

    When all of this is over and we come out the other side, please don’t forget how hard healthcare workers have worked, don’t forget the risk to our own lives, don’t forget that we continued to show up for work as this situation worsened, many of us with longterm illnesses ourselves, many of us with family members and friends who we could not see for months and months, many of us isolated and isolating so as to protect the general public, our own families and friends from the risk of contracting the virus from us, many of us losing family members, friends and colleagues and unable to attend funerals and unable to grieve properly. Please don’t forget about all of this the next time the government suggest pay cuts and job cuts for those who have protected us all.

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    Mute G Row
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:58 PM

    @Sirius: Well said.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 10:36 AM

    @paulmurphy
    Stop making excuses there are solutions. Masks are vital to protect our frontline staff. It is a huge morale issue if healthcare workers are having to treat their colleagues.
    Think outside the box. We can make our own surgical masks. For much less than the price of the Dail printer. There is currently an offer on the table. See link!
    https://twitter.com/neilosands/status/1244911275060142085?s=20

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:04 PM

    @Barney Corleone: The World Heath Organisation are now changing their stance with regard to the wearing of masks, I personally have chosen to wear one since this outbreak and will continue to!

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:50 AM

    I would suggest that the author would read all the information that has been made available to healthcare workers only as late as Monday that continual wearing of surgical masks would require six changes per day to be effective and therefore is wasteful. The issue is that we are going through PPE faster than we can acquire it because of people panicking and not having all the facts about cases before donning the required PPE. The cohorting of patients in hospitals is making it easier to identify where you do and don’t need PPE. If we all start wearing masks just in case to carry out our daily tasks, there will be no PPE for when the surge happens. Spreading misinformation is worse than spreading the virus.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:55 AM

    @Paul Murphy: Ok let’s waste lives, not masks!

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 10:19 AM

    @Paul Murphy: It’s not okay to “waste” masks but it’s okay to let medical workers get infected and potentially die? Are you serious???

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 10:29 AM

    @Paul Murphy:
    Stop making excuses and find solutions. Masks will save lives and should be worn. 8 per day if needs be. Protect our frontline staff.
    Neil O. Sands (#AnswerIrelandsCall)
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    Has made an offer to fund and house a surgical mask manufacturing machine if aerlingus will take care of the logistics. It can produce 600 surgical masks per minute.
    https://twitter.com/neilosands/status/1244911275060142085?s=20

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:22 AM

    @Barney Corleone: I’m working on the frontline…..I know what I need and waste will lead to lost lives as will misinformation. You won’t see educated hospital workers walking around with masks on

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:23 AM

    @Seriousnojoke: I’m working on the frontline…..I know what I need and waste will lead to lost lives as will misinformation. You won’t see educated hospital workers walking around with masks on. At this point more people are becoming infected in supermarkets than they are in hospitals and thats fact!

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:25 AM

    @Gwen Murphy: I’m working on the frontline…..I know what I need and waste will lead to lost lives as will misinformation. You won’t see educated hospital workers walking around with masks on.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:27 AM

    @Paul Murphy: What a stupid comment. So your argument is that to effectively protect healthcare workers would require a lot of masks and PPE, so let’s not bother. Have you thought this through? And when the rates of those getting infected increases to 50%, who will replace them, where will they come from? You’ve just said the existing staff are disposable.
    Who are you keeping the PPE for, what emergency, these people are the frontline emergency staff, there is nobody else.

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    Mute G Row
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:35 AM

    @Paul Murphy: Can you explain what you mean by “educated hospital workers”?

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:38 AM

    @Paul Murphy: Then I feel very sorry for you. Truly.

    Look at the medical workers infection rate in South Korea and China where wearing masks are mandatory. And look at Europe’s, in particular Italy’s and Spain’s.

    Knowledge is continually being gained and updated based on evolving realities. Guidelines that worked 10 or 5 years ago may have become inept today, let alone facing a brand new epidemic.

    Use your brain.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:40 AM

    @Paul Murphy: Hi Paul. Your colleagues in ST James’s and the HCSA in the UK would disagree with you. And for good reason. Are they uneducated? https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2020/apr/01/all-uk-hospital-staff-and-patients-should-wear-masks-says-doctors-group

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:43 AM

    @G Row: I would suggest you enquire to the amount of education and training that has been made available to all grades across the HSE in relation to the PPE required and the daily updates disseminated through various means to all workers. We are quite educated in the risks and requirements , yes there are shortages of certain items such as ‘Duck Bill’ FFP3 masks purely because people used the wrong masks initially and tye were no longer available , but retrospectively these masks are only required around patients that require aerosol producing interventions such as intubation.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:48 AM

    @Arch Angel: i didn’t say healthcare workers , like myself, are disposable, what I have said there is a responsibility to reduce waste in the equipment we will eventually require en masse when the surge appears and to be part of the solution rather than part of the problem . If we follow the education provided we will get through this. It is in the HSE’s best interest to protect its workers in the best possible way to ensure we have a functioning front line and not to have people preaching panic measure because they haven’t heeded the advice on offer.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:07 PM

    @Barney Corleone: I really wouldn’t be taking any advice from the UK given their initial reaction to the current crises and I can’t comment on any action in any other hospital other than my own location. However I would offer that ALL of the information I have to hand is distributed on a national basis and not a local basis and St. James is indeed in the same hospital group I work in and I haven’t had any instruction that states I should be wearing PPE in all cases, I reckon if you were asked to provide documentary evidence of same you would be hard pushed to do so.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:22 PM
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 12:46 PM

    @Paul Murphy: Management I presume?

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 1:30 PM

    @Barney Corleone: Thanks for that,

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    Mute Paul Murphy
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 1:31 PM

    @G Row: don’t presume

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 1:35 PM

    @Paul Murphy, Bet I am right though?

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    Mute Paul Murphy
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 1:42 PM

    @G Row: Nope

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 1:49 PM

    @Paul Murphy: Don’t believe you.

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    Apr 2nd 2020, 4:49 PM

    @Paul Murphy: so misinformed and off point. If there is enough masks for all, we should all wear masks. It’s how south Korea achieved their current status. This health care comment of “I need the mask not you” it pathetic now. Educated professionals in Korea wear masks all the time too, and I’d rate their health service around 400 times higher than Ireland. Stop spreading lies

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    Mute Pharmy
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:01 PM

    @Paul Murphy: there are none so blind as those who will not see. Don’t waste your time on the wilfully ignorant, you have better things to do.

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    Mute John Mc Donagh
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 11:04 AM

    I fully understand the concern of the health care workers, along with the welfare of patients most of them are concerned about bringing it home to their own families.

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    Mute Shawn O'Ceallaghan
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    Apr 2nd 2020, 9:53 AM

    Is the issue a global supply shortage? Genuinely is there much more anyone can do? And this not a point the already been made.

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