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Column All the warnings of cancer were there, but I ignored them

Former trader Nick Leeson writes about his experience of cancer, and how it taught him the overriding importance of knowing the signs.

THERE HAVE BEEN a lot of newspaper reports lately concerning cancer. The statistics are quite clear – in terms of survival rates, Ireland is doing OK but could do a lot better. Survival rates are on a par with Northern Ireland and the United Kingdom but lag considerably behind other developed nations such as Canada, Australia and Sweden. That quite simply is not good enough.

I was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 31, a very young age to be given what many immediately understand to be a death sentence. I’d lived a lot more than many people at that age – travelled extensively around the world, run large parts of a bank’s operations overseas and just spent the last three years in prison – but however you look at it, it was far too young to be contemplating my own death. I had no children so the legacy was going to die with me.

I was as ignorant about cancer as you could be. Other than being able to spell the word and being aware that it was a killer; that really was the extent of my knowledge. Shocking and rather embarrassing when you think that my mother had died of lung cancer and my father was suffering from myeloma. Maybe, like many I had shut myself away from the detail. I remember sitting by my mother’s bedside – a fresh-faced, innocent new recruit to Coutts and Company, the Queen’s bank in the City of London – delighted to hear that the doctor had told her that she would live another ten years. I was twenty; my younger sisters were fourteen and ten respectively. She had been so happy that she would see them to adulthood.

The very next day I was sat at my rather posh desk in Lombard Street and I got the call that said I needed to rush to the hospital. No more than 18 hours after my mother had received her uplifting news, she was dead. I had no chance to say goodbye and certainly no chance to ask why. It’s simply not good enough – and equally, embarrassing – that I didn’t ask more questions.

‘I had a tumour the size of a large orange removed from my stomach’

Just ten years later I had a tumour the size of a large orange removed from my stomach. It had grown to such a size that it had occluded my bowel passage and had led to my lung collapsing. I had an emergency operation to remove the tumour. The tumour at this stage was grade B, bordering on C. Had it progressed to Dukes C, we would no longer have been talking about my chances of recovery, but rather about methods of prolonging a very short life.

Cancer is a very debilitating disease. Once diagnosed, many people succumb very quickly. Your life changes immediately and you have to alter many of the things that you do. I was warned that when my stomach was resected, I could have a colostomy for the rest of my life. I was lucky; very, very lucky, probably for the first time in a number of years; and my diagnosis was ultimately very good. But from the moment that I woke up in a treatment room and faced the kaleidoscope of colours on a viewing screen, faintly remembering a doctor saying ‘It’s cancer’, my life changed.

There had been so many warning signs. The history of cancer in my family should have been the biggest reminder for me to be careful. I was eating as much as I possibly could within the prison but never had enough. I was eating like a horse but putting on no weight. I would have the strangest dizzy spells when I had been sitting and go to stand up, I often had to hold the wall for support or else collapse in a heap. My bowel movements had changed and the smell was awful. These are all signs that something was wrong and each and every one of them ignored by me.

‘Knowledge is power, and where cancer is concerned you can never have enough’

I am 45 this month, and have had regular check ups but even writing this article has reminded me that I have become a little complacent. I have had regular 18-month check ups over that time but am now letting them drag further apart. First thing in the morning I am booking a colonoscopy with my oncologist. We should all know more than we do. Knowledge is power and where cancer is concerned you can never have enough.

What frustrates me though is the seemingly never-ending bias towards research. We seem to be bombarded with TV advertisements looking for us to make donations. All are designed to tug at the heart strings, and losing a loved one is an emotive subject but should our attention be elsewhere? Treatment for various forms of cancer has improved immeasurably but there is still no cure. Personally I doubt that there ever will be – the disease seems to advance, become more aggressive and even more deadly just as fast as research looks for new developments and improved methods of treatment. More often than not, cancer seems to take the lead.

Informed opinion has said that the survival rate for people diagnosed with cancer today could be 10 per cent better five years on if well organised cancer control and prevention systems are implemented – but at the same time cancer rates are expected to rise from 30,000 new cases diagnosed annually to 40,000 by 2020. We all owe it to ourselves to be better informed.

My son will be eight this year, it’s not the time just yet but he will not suffer from the ignorance that I did. The better informed you are, the better prepared.

Will research save you? It has a very important role to play but the answer is probably not! Prevention certainly can help. You owe it to yourself.

For more information on reducing your risk of cancer, see this website.

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    Mute ƃ ɹ ǝ ɟ
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:00 AM

    Pyjamas must be good at blocking the sun

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    Mute Brad Anderson
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:11 AM

    As usual the rest of the flipping country doesn’t exist !?

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    Mute Bleedin Rapid
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:31 AM

    This is the journal.ie not the farmers journal!

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    Mute Deborah Behan
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:20 AM

    Complain to Trinity! It was their study!

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    Mute Conor Martin
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 8:35 AM

    My only regret… is that I have.. boneitis

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:49 AM

    Boneitis?does that mean you keep getting boners?

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    Mute Gerard O'Brien
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 8:34 AM

    Looks like anyone on the Northside is in big trouble!!

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    Mute Mary King
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:09 AM

    How do u figure that as there are no figures given for the northside ?

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    Mute Gerry Fallon
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:47 AM

    Hang on pal,I live on the north side and at this moment I’m basking in glorious sunshine out de back and my vitamin D levels have gone true de roof.I wouldn’t dream of living on de southside.must dash now and put some factor 30 on.

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    Mute Paddy Lions
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:57 AM

    @Gerry Fallon: Doo de rite in de code?

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    Mute Ricardo Shillyshally
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:45 AM

    The people who are vitamin D deprived are sitting in darkened rooms shooting up or smoking crystal meth … We know thats how they roll in Lucan… bitches…

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    Mute Cathal P Forde
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:27 AM

    They show a map of D deficiency across South Dublin not Dublin. Typically Dublin finishesat the liffey.

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    Mute (((Dar o Rourke)))
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:18 AM

    Anyone who thinks doing a study to raise awareness of a deficiency in Vit D is crap or wonders ‘does anyone care?’, is very ignorant and a bit thick.This is incredibly important.And should be shared through social media.Its a huge problem and maybe some people on here should attend hospitals and talk to people with the resulting ailments and ask them,’if you had known you had a vit D deficiency and all you needed was to take a supplement to avoid unnecessary pain,would you have taken one?’.'I’d wish i’d known’-would probably be the overwhelming answer.

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    Mute Cormac Laffan
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:26 AM

    @(((Dar o Rourke))): Good start to your campaign with the thick and ignorant name calling. Btw you still need sunlight to activate the D supplement you take, you should add that to the rant.
    Good luck.

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    Mute Dave O Keeffe
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 11:05 AM

    There are also links between mental health issues and vitamin D deficiency. This study is definitely not a waste of time.

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 11:19 AM

    @Cormac Laffan: Thanks Cormac .Would you mind showing me some supporting evidence that a Vit D supplement needs sunlight to be activated please?

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 12:14 PM

    @(((Dar o Rourke))):
    Full article,
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK56061/
    Breakdown image,
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK56061/figure/ch3.f1/?report=objectonly
    Lots of misinformation about, of course people will be ignorant of the research, don’t forget the researchers were too.
    Sun and supplements together are best practice atm, especially in Ireland.
    Good to be reminded though, must pick some up this week

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 12:42 PM

    @Cormac Laffan: Cheers Cormac,I see where you are coming from.The name calling was due to the seriousness of this as their comments were getting a good few ‘likes’ which was concerning.

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    Mute declan leonard
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 9:36 AM

    Have these people nothing better to do? Who pays for this crap?

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    Mute alpha_chaarlie
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 8:55 AM

    Does anyone actually care?

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    Mute John Mullins
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 12:14 PM

    The problem with vitamin D3 deficiency is lack of sunlight and medical professionals. Saying that high doses of V 3 are dangerous. There are a 1000 studies and results of these double blind studies available on google medical research sites from all over the world. Stanford university is a leader in this research. I am a living experiment at 70 yrs of age I started taking VD 3 in 2011 on the advise of a research student at Stanford who was involved in the research and had her father a friend of mine on Vd 3. After the first 3 months of taking 20 to 30000 units per day my right shoulder which had been badly injured in accident in 1999 fully recovered and several other joint ailments I had already went away 4 years later I am still using it and feel wonderful I haven’t had a cold or flu. Since March 2012. I am a retired civil servant and I buy myVd 3 on amazon as you cannot buy the higher doses in Ireland only about 1000 iu. Because medical fraternity don’t either know or believe in it besides which I am in great health and only visit doc every 12 months for annual check. Vitamin D3 doesn’t cure anything it simply boosts your immune system to fight illness… we usually get poor sunlight In Ireland.. this summer was an exception.

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    Mute John Mullins
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 12:32 PM

    Further to above vitamin D3 is a secosteroid naturally occurring In the body when strong sunlight hits the skin. It’s technical name is cholecalciferol and it is too complex for pharmaceutical co to make it. It is actually harvested from Sheeps wool and the main. Source seems to be China at the moment When Sheeps wool is boiled the white foAm that comes off the wool is dried and forms a white powdery substance which is then refined and either sold In Tiny tablet form of is in capsule form in lanolin. We need to take it on a daily basis as it only stays In The body about 24 hours it is stored in out body fat. All this information is on google

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    Mute Seán Ó Briain
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 4:59 PM

    @John Mullins: I take 10000iu daily. My D3 levels are very low. It helps, especially in the winter to lift depression.

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 11:09 AM

    Not very extensive

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    Mute JJ
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:44 AM

    Just take a supplement in winter problem.solved !

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:50 AM

    Need the run to activate it

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    Mute An_Beal_Bocht
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 10:50 AM

    *sun

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    Mute (((Dar o Rourke)))
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 12:07 PM

    @An_Beal_Bocht: Where does it say that you need the sun to activate the supplement?

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    Mute Seán Ó Briain
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    Nov 2nd 2016, 5:02 PM

    @An_Beal_Bocht: You don’t need the sun to “activate” it. Your body can metabolise D3 in supplement form. In fact, it’s required to supplement it the more northern you go due to less sunlight.

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 11:48 PM

    Terrible map and description really. Let’s pick a few random spots and the call it Dublin? So many areas missing…

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    Nov 2nd 2016, 8:24 AM

    Appears to be zero north of the Liffey? Presumably only southsiders have a God given right to sun?!

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    Nov 3rd 2016, 12:33 AM

    Just heard Ryan air are to build a terminal in D16.

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